i have never ever felt this low before. a sense of loss, hopelessness. everything is meaningless to me now. all i want to do is escape. escape from myself, from all the crap that is happening.
i know its stupid but its at this low point when stupid thoughts fill my head. stupid, nonsensical ideas that you know you would not ordinarily think of. i think i now know why people do stupid things. cos it is such a tempting prospect.
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