standing at the crossroads

I guess we can never have it all. having no choice is bad, yet having too many choices can possibly present you with a headache as well.

It is really exciting and I thank whoever's watching out for me up there for all the opportunities and exciting offers. When faced with choices, it is always difficult to make the so-called "right" decision and walk ahead, confident with your choice. A lot of the time, it feels like I am having to choose between the devil and the deep blue sea.

I was all ready to go back home, to sunny ol' Singapore and embrace the uncomfortable heatwave. I miss everyone at home; missing family, friends and wells, really wanna see him. I had already started with applications and was scheduling for interviews and was delighted at a very likely employment offer. Next thing I know, BAM! I get an offer to stay in Melbourne.

So now, I may detract from my original plans of going back to Sg. It's really unsettling now cos there are so many uncertainties and time is relatively tight. And even if I stay, I do hope that I get to go home for a short while, missing home like mad. Especially when I was already looking forward to be home and it just seems to be robbed from right underneath me. But then again, air tickets are soooo friggin exxy. PFFT!