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How time flies. In a blink of an eye, we're approaching the end of 2008. For the past two years, i would be on a plane at this time. Heading home towards sunny singapore. I would also be on that plane, not just going home but having someone in my heart. This year, that person strangely is still in my heart, but under different circumstances. Perhaps - and rightly so - with different feelings as well, but i can't quite tell. One thing for sure, is that circumstances have most definitely changed on the other side.

It was definitely one of my most cherished memories. How everything fell into place so effortlessly. the connection, not just attraction. The way we clicked, the things we spoke about, the goals we had.

Maybe it was just something that was meant to become a memory, maybe it was never meant to be. maybe i should have seen it coming. maybe.

Nevertheless, i thank God above for giving me that memory. And hope that one day, I have the chance to experience something like that again. And hope that everything goes well for him, in everything he does and for all those around him.

push the button, *smiles.

Dear Mr M

I hope you're doing fine. I hope things are going well. I hope you are happy. I hope you are doing better than I am.

I hope the things fit well. I hope you liked them. I hope one day I will get to see you in them.

I hope against hope. I wish for what I shouldn't. I yearn what I can't have. I pine what I can't seek.

I desire to type that email, desire to dial those numbers, desire to text that message. Looks like it not only happens in movies.