Sunday, April 12, 2009

what lies beneath

it doesn't seem like it should be such a tricky situation. But somehow it manages to manifest itself in that way. I don't really know how to deal with it and its hard not to make it hard for everyone. I do very much want to spend time with everyone but sometimes I just don't feel in the mood for it. Perhaps it's out of character hence comes as a surprise to others.

Is it my ego? Is it just plain laziness? or are there other deeply rooted issues involved?

Maybe it's the bitchy side of me coming into play. and it probably is time to send it packing.

Am I being selfish?

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